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HI GUISE. wow it has been a long time (maybe a tera-second) since I updated this blog, woops.

Exams, ended with a question mark in my mind because I wasn't even in school to witness the moment of freedom, but I'm sure that people would be like

and I'm sure it's quite interesting to watch.... but I'm gonna be there next time.

The ending of exams, marks the beginning of a whole new era (holidays) which is like jackpot for students because never expect students to love lessons *apply fake smile here* woah looking at the things on the list waiting to be done, I don't expect my holiday to be those boring type. Assignments, meeting new people, and camp and outing and projects woo life is awesome. To be honest, I'd prefer to do these than homework (i'll still do my homework) but assignments are like a gazillion times funner and useful than homework.

Oh ya, I'm really happy because idk but meeting new people is like one of the best things in life. In life, we meet so many people we may not get the chance to talk to all of 'em, but then, if you really take some time to talk to them and stuff, you'll realize alot of things you don't know about them and yourself. and if someone talks to you first, it doesn't mean that they're desperate for someone to talk to/spend time with, so never act like your perfectly fine with yourself because getting a new friend is too much better than getting a foe.

Thoughts, are good. Sometimes we think about how we should be, how we should speak to people, and how we should reach everyone's expectations which is harder than diamonds. Instead, I think we should take a second or two to consider what we really want to achieve in life. To make decisions completely on yourself, that's life. No one is gonna be there to guide you for your whole life, so just make decisions like you're living for the last day, do what you want, and just be happy. We all live to be happy ay? :)

Stay Cool People ;) xx

Perfection

I don't want someone flawless, because without flaws, life would be so predictable it wouldn't be worth living.

I want...

someone who laughs with me, most of  the time, even if I'm laughing without a reason.

someone who can be with me all the time no matter what I'm going through and just be by my side.

someone who can dance around about anything or even nothing, because no one needs a reason to be happy.

someone who I can do the "derpiest" things on Earth with, without any doubt. 

Someone who can do the craziest thing with me without even having a thought.

And someone who can understand my feelings and be my ears.

I don't need people to agree with me, because, there is something called

And if anyone does agree with me, come on people :D

xx

Sad Beautiful Tragic :l

Hi. Well, I'm not sure if you'll read this or something, but yeah here it is.

A year, and maybe more than that. Well, if anyone can get over this a few days, that's certainly a world record i suppose. I don't know if we're still gonna talk or something, so erm yeah thanks for the year. It has really been an unforgettable, eventful year. HAHA i would i like to thank you for all the happy and sad moments, and I truly appreciate the time we spent together.

Maybe I might be mad at you for a moment and think that you're the meanest person in the world, but I think you did that for everyone's good, and i understand that haha. People do change. I think we both changed and don't get together with each other anymore.

Back to 2011, where this all started, it was kinda like a miracle, or dream haha. I don't remember how it happened, but I'm glad it happened.

Like this:

HAHA and cheer up okay! Never thikn of committing suicide or something kay! Death will never solve the problem, it'll only burden the ones who love you haha okay this is kinda deeep haha.

Caterpillar Quote haha:

And dont do this with a real gun :p

And yeah i hope we can just be friends and yeah share our problems and do what friends do.

Stay awesome and beautiful! (p/s you're still so pretty hahaha)

I'm sure you deserve someone alot better, with an awesome wink,

and don't worry too much :D

HAHAHA this is funny haha :D

You're not a mistake, and will never be. >:D

Friendship? AWWW (Y) HAHAHA

BYE >:D 

Be Awesome

Ladies and Gentlemen, DEFINE AWESOMENESS: The quality of being awesome.

Sometimes, life makes it hard to decide. Life is too short to not be awesome, and to wait for that someone? FORGET ABOUT THAT! Let's say, if you have to choose between the GIANT sweetest, crunchiest apple in the entire world, but it will eventually rot and you don't know when it's gonna rot and there's no more apple in the world OR the not so sweet, not so crunchy apple that will eventually rot but you can always get a new apple from the fruit store at the corner of the street. WHICH ONE TO CHOOSE?

Well, I don't know if there's any people reading this blog, but it's better to spill it all out here than stuffing it back to your heart and gulp it like a spoonful of puke.

BARNEY IS AWESOME BTW. REAL AWESOME 'cause he has a kinda stone heart.
James Bond has a stone heart too. And he's awesome. TOO.

be awesome. Life's gonna be LEGEN-waitforit-DARY. xx

Hope my dreams will take me there

Have been watching too much movies lately #oops

it's been 2 days since PMR ended. WOW. Just 2 days? Is it just me that is feeling so lifeless? I don't know but I really enjoyed the days before PMR, although there's some stress and stuff but at least there's something to work for and the mood to work for it is there. I feel like a lifeless zombie now (just that I don't like to eat brains, never did)

and there's millions of small things going through my mind, it's just like I can't stop thinking about why people do stuff I can't really understand. Have been thinking too much lately, mustn't overthink. How I wish I can be a kid again...

Why am I so moody in a sudden? should really chill out and enjoy school days :D 2 more years only, that's fast. I'll miss everyone :') I'm sure. :) maybe sometimes we just have to care less about things that people say and just live our life like who we are.

See you guys next time. :3

P/S: Westlife is really goood! :D check it out ;) and I found this picture randomly on Google and it's really nice isn't it?

The way you move is like a full on rainstorm

Helloooooo guys! HAHAHA. It has been so long since I updated my blog, sorry to keep everyone waiting (if anyone is waiting). We've got all kinds of things to do as a Malaysian student. Things like exams, studies, and not to forget, tuition always make 100% use of our 24hours a day. Ohh well...

Hmm, I'm gonna start of with the post title! HAHA. this song is stuck in my head for a longgggg time. It's one of my favorite song by Taylor Swift hahaa (I like the drums). But I really like the starting part, which is my post title (in case you didn't notice). HAHA. and yeahh Taylor Swift is dating. I'm jelly. nope, I've got someone better :P

Trials for PMR just ended a couple of hours ago. The last paper was Sejarah AKA History. the teacher in charge gave us 5 periods before recess to study, that was kinda long and I'm just sitting in front of a book daydreaming, talking crap with a bunch of friends, gossiping? HAHAHA I listen to them gossiping and yeahh haha apparently there's alot of people in the school I haven't met (either they're not famous, or I'm always daydreaming at school, or maybe both). All the papers are okay except for the language subjects which I'm worried of, and maths paper which I'm too careless *bangs own head*

And lately, I've not been texting. Not at all, which I'm not used to. HAHAHA. Sometimes guys text me asking me about exams stuff and nothing else. DULL WEEK. But it's still quite fun that we get to rush to our classroom early in the morning after assembly just to get a better table. yeayy and I'm using the same table since school reopened on January #goodluckJunWen

And and and our AWESOME DATO LEE CHONG WEI won the silver medal again in the olympics. It was quite depressing watching your favorite badminton player lost by a few marks, but a silver medal is good enough, IT'S THE OLYMPICS YOU KNOW! and the medal is nice! :D

Tomorrow I'm going to Cameron for a short vacation for the weekends, well random parents always gives you surprises, i like surprises C: although I'm going with my (quite) annoying cousin, but I still have my friend there, owhhyeahh! :D and I'm gonna drink lots of tea. tea tea tea tea tea yumm yummm hahaha. and hope i can eat lots of food there. My parents are gonna have 5 meals a day. WEll if you don't have to worry about paying the bill, just enjoy the food then.

Hari Raya is close! Malay friends, enjoy Hari Raya #selamathariraya haha omg that song! :D and everyone can still enjoy Hari Raya with those awesome Malay food out there! and a week holiday if i'm not mistaken then off we go for PMR. Selamat Hari Raya to all my Malay friends, and Happy weekends for those who just finished trials. You did well, now it's time to relax man!

HAHAHA. TO NOBODY:
Sorry for spamming your inbox haha i sent you a few more text lol. And see you when you're online? and how are you? LOL hahah kay byes ily :3

HoLiDaYs :P

It's a long long long long long time since I updated my blog. Sorry for the waiting (if anyone is waiting). Sometimes I just feel so lazy to update the blog, BUT, today I'm gonna be PRODUCTIVE. Omg, everytime I think about PMR and stuff, I get super stress and I don't have the mood for anything else. Well, Eu stress is all I need? (I learnt that from PJK, so idk whether there's this word or something) Just a lil fact bout me: I buy exercises every year but I end up stuffing them together and reproduce with the dust, and yet i'm still practicing. Who knows that may bring a little luck?

I promised myself I won't spend more than half an hour on this post *productive* I wanna do some geography cause I always study that at the very last second and I'd never got an A for geo. This is worrying me. Alot of things worry me lately, everything seems quite nice and I dont know I dont know! I've dreamed of myself getting 7 B's in PMR. AHHH MY HEAD CRACKS INTO PIECES WHEN I THINK BOUT THIS. I hope this doesn't come true if not my life is OVER, O-V-E-R.

HAHA, holidays holidays. Great time for improving myself! which i should but I just can't find the thing to start me. If you ask me how's my holiday, I can't say it's the best holidays, but it's still great. At least I can hang out with my phone non stop and call somebody and do things i like. And sometimes I have that insecure feeling? I should stop thinking bout it and be myself. I still miss my previous class, my present class? well, it's just okayyy. No match for my previous class.

And this time exams, I've missed Dark Shadows, MIB*cube* and yeahh! And I was expecting a gathering after the exams but there's not even a suggestion from anyone. Well, maybe this means we should throw our heads into books and study our heads off! Hope I can improve my results this time, but my average marks? NEVER EXPECT TOO MUCH FOR MY AVERAGE IF THERE'S ART AND PHYSICAL EDUCATION IN THE EXAMS. arts and physical education, you'll always beat me. But at least spare me some marks?

So long for today! I will update once more before school reopens! Cya guys! :D Good luck for everything and everyone! :D