wow haha it has been such a long long time (honestly, I don't even remember the last time I updated this blog) since I updated and got this suddenly chill to do it (see that blue moon out there? It's the blue moon kinda thing ;) )
So, last week, I was found with appendicitis, and that must be one of the most torturing time of my life because the pain was really unbearable. I had trouble walking straight and the recurring pain finds me even in my sleep. But things changed when I reached the hospital (although it took quite a while to get a room in the hospital), I had this cute doctor as my surgeon (I swear this reminds me of surgeon stimulator :P) and he's this humbled and experienced doctor, everything he said was so comforting and trustworthy that you could just hand your life to him for safekeeping because I'm sure he does a pretty great job protecting it.
At first, I was still worried about exams in my mind. I was like "no I don't want to miss another exam" and stuff. But I realised it is impossible for me to get out of bed and even walk properly, so eventually I stopped thinking about it and things got better.
I'm really touched to see classmates sending me messages to ask me where have I been while they still have better things to do (for example: study for exams :P) and I am really really grateful I have these friends :> (REALLY REALLY GRATEFUL DONT STARE AT YOUR SCREEN) And after this time, I would just like to say sorry if i have done anything really weird/offensive as a friend, and I just wanna let you know I really appreciate you as a friend deep down :) And for all my friends, really sorry you'll still have to bear with my lame and crappy jokes until idk at least until graduation unless you go ninja mode :D
I may be weird, but I love my friends (I will do that one day) (maybe) (free hugs!)
I'm watching you friend don't run away :P
idk why I've been craving for all sorts of food after the operation pls i need food.
Somehow after erm my appendix thing, I really do understand how people feel when they're sick and feeling like shit and you just don't feel like going on because life is just so pain at some moment, and I know it's hard to make it through without some really bad kicked-ass time, but trust me, it's going to be worth it, and I just want to let everyone know that life is worth fighting for, and there's nothing, nothing less valuable than life. After this, I know how bad it is for people to not be able to take in solid food, and the feeling of puking is just one of the last thing you want in anyone's life, so I understand how much it is a challenge for some people suffering from anorexia nervosa to continue with their life, but no matter what, just remember life is worth the pain, and don't give up. I know I'm nobody to say this, but there's always a reason in life to live on, even it seems like it doesn't.
wow haha sorry for that lot of crap but being sick really sucks so seriously for everyone out there, health is wealth, no doubt, (don't even argue), and I don't think I'd want anyone/myself to get sick again because it just sucks so much (ugh that feeling).
Always appreciate what you got now, because it won't last forever, but memories do.
Anything is possible with health #TrueStoryBros ;)
xx
