November :-)

"YEAY THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE" "PARTY ALL NIGHT" "NO MORE EXAMS". This is how it all started. I've been literally counting days to the holidays far before the year end exams started, counting days to the endless gaming days, non-stop the vampire diaries marathon, and the originals and all the fun stuffs you can find online, (and offline). At first, waking up late is like paradise for me, after 10 months of waking up before the sunrise and having to shower the sleepiness out of me, and buttoning up my uniform and rebuttoning it again because I did one button wrong. And, having breakfast, something I don't get to do in the holidays, I miss the feeling of eating without knowing what am I eating and just hoping to hop in the car as soon as possible to get as much sleep as I can, and, listening to the mainstream songs that's playing on the radio hoping for a song I fancy.

6th day of bliss, waking up so early in the holidays, not something that everyone wants to do in the holidays but it's great to do it once in a while (not everyday) and sleeping late has been a habit, carved into the back of my head, I can't even sleep before one am every night. It's futsal day! To be honest, I really sucked at futsal. If there's a hand guy and a leg guy, I would be the hand guy. And it's my first time playing any kind of sports after that fugly scar settled down happily on the right side of my tummy. It was really good seeing everyone so hyped up and everyone played really good and there was some accidents (as usual) when the ball hits someone's balls or head and it really hurts so I'm kinda worried that it hit me and I'll be lying on the hospital bed for the rest of my holidays.

10th day of bliss, P-A-C-K-I-N-G. When this 6 letters come together, trust me, it's no t fun although t thought it was. Maybe Yun Qing jinxed it! phew I'm still sleeping in my own bed which means I'm okay! Sleeping on that day was really really hard because class trip begins when the sun rises!!! ((not so dramatic but heh))

11th day of bliss, "did I even sleep" "whatever wake up and wash up it's the big day" Mom and I reached there really early, and we were the early birds, but no thanks we don't do worms. I was the second guy there, and some of the girls even brought pillows, which is one of the smartest move ever because sleeping without a pillow is no fun at all. Bus rides! I liked bus rides actually since I was a kid because it's like living in a moving 'hut' with your friends and if you guys ever run out of food/snacks you can just stop by some rest station and restock them, so I think I still have this fantasy about bus rides (I love plane rides too) When we reached there, we went for the clan jetties, which was like planks on the sea that made it through all the tough waves, which is practically nothing but the sea is really nice and their toilet is specially unique, like you'll have a live broadcast of your friend's pee when they use the toilet because it goes straight to the sea and if you're a good friend, do remind your friend to drink up if he/she has yellow (stinky) pee! After than, it was the super duper fun part, FINDING STREET ART! It was like the best moment I had in Penang because we were like 'omg can't believe we're in Penang now' and everyone was super excited and some of the girls even went on themselves. But salute man to all the artists (or is it the same guy) who did the street art because leaving something so pretty and fabulous in Penang is really one of the best thing you can do to a city.

hm I think I can skip the 12th, 13th and 14th day of bliss because there's so many things to include but I can tell you, always try your best to attend your class trip, because it is really rewarding, and it is just fun you can't imagine, like happiness although you guys are crapping, cracking lame jokes or even gambling lifelessly until 3am at night or in the morning and planning to wake up at 6am the other (same) day to watch sunrise but no one woke up because everyone slept so late and sleep is always precious in the morning, but yes, memories are priceless :)

Cheers to a happy December :D

xx

Blue Moon

HI GUISE!

wow haha it has been such a long long time (honestly, I don't even remember the last time I updated this blog) since I updated and got this suddenly chill to do it (see that blue moon out there? It's the blue moon kinda thing ;) )

So, last week, I was found with appendicitis, and that must be one of the most torturing time of my life because the pain was really unbearable. I had trouble walking straight and the recurring pain finds me even in my sleep. But things changed when I reached the hospital (although it took quite a while to get a room in the hospital), I had this cute doctor as my surgeon (I swear this reminds me of surgeon stimulator :P) and he's this humbled and experienced doctor, everything he said was so comforting and trustworthy that you could just hand your life to him for safekeeping because I'm sure he does a pretty great job protecting it.

At first, I was still worried about exams in my mind. I was like "no I don't want to miss another exam" and stuff. But I realised it is impossible for me to get out of bed and even walk properly, so eventually I stopped thinking about it and things got better.

I'm really touched to see classmates sending me messages to ask me where have I been while they still have better things to do (for example: study for exams :P) and I am really really grateful I have these friends :> (REALLY REALLY GRATEFUL DONT STARE AT YOUR SCREEN) And after this time, I would just like to say sorry if i have done anything really weird/offensive as a friend, and I just wanna let you know I really appreciate you as a friend deep down :) And for all my friends, really sorry you'll still have to bear with my lame and crappy jokes until idk at least until graduation unless you go ninja mode :D

I may be weird, but I love my friends (I will do that one day) (maybe) (free hugs!) 

I'm watching you friend don't run away :P 

idk why I've been craving for all sorts of food after the operation pls i need food. 

Somehow after erm my appendix thing, I really do understand how people feel when they're sick and feeling like shit and you just don't feel like going on because life is just so pain at some moment, and I know it's hard to make it through without some really bad kicked-ass time, but trust me, it's going to be worth it, and I just want to let everyone know that life is worth fighting for, and there's nothing, nothing less valuable than life. After this, I know how bad it is for people to not be able to take in solid food, and the feeling of puking is just one of the last thing you want in anyone's life, so I understand how much it is a challenge for some people suffering from anorexia nervosa to continue with their life, but no matter what, just remember life is worth the pain, and don't give up. I know I'm nobody to say this, but there's always a reason in life to live on, even it seems like it doesn't. 

wow haha sorry for that lot of crap but being sick really sucks so seriously for everyone out there, health is wealth, no doubt, (don't even argue), and I don't think I'd want anyone/myself to get sick again because it just sucks so much (ugh that feeling). 

Always appreciate what you got now, because it won't last forever, but memories do. 

Anything is possible with health #TrueStoryBros ;)

xx

whaddap

HI GUISE. wow it has been a long time (maybe a tera-second) since I updated this blog, woops.

Exams, ended with a question mark in my mind because I wasn't even in school to witness the moment of freedom, but I'm sure that people would be like

and I'm sure it's quite interesting to watch.... but I'm gonna be there next time.

The ending of exams, marks the beginning of a whole new era (holidays) which is like jackpot for students because never expect students to love lessons *apply fake smile here* woah looking at the things on the list waiting to be done, I don't expect my holiday to be those boring type. Assignments, meeting new people, and camp and outing and projects woo life is awesome. To be honest, I'd prefer to do these than homework (i'll still do my homework) but assignments are like a gazillion times funner and useful than homework.

Oh ya, I'm really happy because idk but meeting new people is like one of the best things in life. In life, we meet so many people we may not get the chance to talk to all of 'em, but then, if you really take some time to talk to them and stuff, you'll realize alot of things you don't know about them and yourself. and if someone talks to you first, it doesn't mean that they're desperate for someone to talk to/spend time with, so never act like your perfectly fine with yourself because getting a new friend is too much better than getting a foe.

Thoughts, are good. Sometimes we think about how we should be, how we should speak to people, and how we should reach everyone's expectations which is harder than diamonds. Instead, I think we should take a second or two to consider what we really want to achieve in life. To make decisions completely on yourself, that's life. No one is gonna be there to guide you for your whole life, so just make decisions like you're living for the last day, do what you want, and just be happy. We all live to be happy ay? :)

Stay Cool People ;) xx

Perfection

I don't want someone flawless, because without flaws, life would be so predictable it wouldn't be worth living.

I want...

someone who laughs with me, most of  the time, even if I'm laughing without a reason.

someone who can be with me all the time no matter what I'm going through and just be by my side.

someone who can dance around about anything or even nothing, because no one needs a reason to be happy.

someone who I can do the "derpiest" things on Earth with, without any doubt. 

Someone who can do the craziest thing with me without even having a thought.

And someone who can understand my feelings and be my ears.

I don't need people to agree with me, because, there is something called

And if anyone does agree with me, come on people :D

xx

Sad Beautiful Tragic :l

Hi. Well, I'm not sure if you'll read this or something, but yeah here it is.

A year, and maybe more than that. Well, if anyone can get over this a few days, that's certainly a world record i suppose. I don't know if we're still gonna talk or something, so erm yeah thanks for the year. It has really been an unforgettable, eventful year. HAHA i would i like to thank you for all the happy and sad moments, and I truly appreciate the time we spent together.

Maybe I might be mad at you for a moment and think that you're the meanest person in the world, but I think you did that for everyone's good, and i understand that haha. People do change. I think we both changed and don't get together with each other anymore.

Back to 2011, where this all started, it was kinda like a miracle, or dream haha. I don't remember how it happened, but I'm glad it happened.

Like this:

HAHA and cheer up okay! Never thikn of committing suicide or something kay! Death will never solve the problem, it'll only burden the ones who love you haha okay this is kinda deeep haha.

Caterpillar Quote haha:

And dont do this with a real gun :p

And yeah i hope we can just be friends and yeah share our problems and do what friends do.

Stay awesome and beautiful! (p/s you're still so pretty hahaha)

I'm sure you deserve someone alot better, with an awesome wink,

and don't worry too much :D

HAHAHA this is funny haha :D

You're not a mistake, and will never be. >:D

Friendship? AWWW (Y) HAHAHA

BYE >:D 

Be Awesome

Ladies and Gentlemen, DEFINE AWESOMENESS: The quality of being awesome.

Sometimes, life makes it hard to decide. Life is too short to not be awesome, and to wait for that someone? FORGET ABOUT THAT! Let's say, if you have to choose between the GIANT sweetest, crunchiest apple in the entire world, but it will eventually rot and you don't know when it's gonna rot and there's no more apple in the world OR the not so sweet, not so crunchy apple that will eventually rot but you can always get a new apple from the fruit store at the corner of the street. WHICH ONE TO CHOOSE?

Well, I don't know if there's any people reading this blog, but it's better to spill it all out here than stuffing it back to your heart and gulp it like a spoonful of puke.

BARNEY IS AWESOME BTW. REAL AWESOME 'cause he has a kinda stone heart.
James Bond has a stone heart too. And he's awesome. TOO.

be awesome. Life's gonna be LEGEN-waitforit-DARY. xx

Hope my dreams will take me there

Have been watching too much movies lately #oops

it's been 2 days since PMR ended. WOW. Just 2 days? Is it just me that is feeling so lifeless? I don't know but I really enjoyed the days before PMR, although there's some stress and stuff but at least there's something to work for and the mood to work for it is there. I feel like a lifeless zombie now (just that I don't like to eat brains, never did)

and there's millions of small things going through my mind, it's just like I can't stop thinking about why people do stuff I can't really understand. Have been thinking too much lately, mustn't overthink. How I wish I can be a kid again...

Why am I so moody in a sudden? should really chill out and enjoy school days :D 2 more years only, that's fast. I'll miss everyone :') I'm sure. :) maybe sometimes we just have to care less about things that people say and just live our life like who we are.

See you guys next time. :3

P/S: Westlife is really goood! :D check it out ;) and I found this picture randomly on Google and it's really nice isn't it?